Leechy Elvis

Crap...

I'm having that urge again to make a new account on DA. More or less I've been having this feeling for 3 weeks now and I've been ignoring it since I already have two, one isn't getting much love and the other one is not getting any love at all. I'm not doing this because a friend is making a new account but her's is for a purpose. Mine is just an obsessive-addiction I hate to have.

Damn. I need people's advice on whether or not I should or should not. However, no one reads my livejournal so why post it here. xD Lol Well mostly this place is to vent out of my feelings and all I post on here is depressing moments I have from time to time. I usually only have them once a month and I don't post but once a month. Weird.

So give me a heads up here or where ever you want to talk to me about this. I'm debating on if I do, what the name should be and if I don't and torment myself by not doing it, should I take counseling. x.x Please say no.

Hurry. I'm about to do it.

This is worst than my addiction to eating when bored or drinking sweet raspberry teas. x.x

<3 Whit

Why does this always fuckin happen to me.

I'm always been disappointed and neglected at every corner. Even by friends. I guess I honestly don't have any real friends the way they are all treating me. I knew once I lost one friend, a very a good friend, I would end up losing friends like clockwork and I have. Most of them I just skrewed off because I couldn't take their shit but the ones that are harder to let seem to be the ones tearing me down at every corner. I hate it. It's like I'm completely alone in this world with no living soul that cares an ounce about hurting me or even consider my feelings even a little. I can't trust anyone and I can't rely on anyone either. It's nothing but stressful pain and sorrow I will always face that I can't run from or hide from. I hate it.

The most thing I care about is keeping in touch with friends and by doing that, that's why I get on the damn bloody computer! Without it, I have no connection with my friends whatsoever. I'm not a phone whore, nor a in person admirer. I might as well never get on the messengers at all if this keeps up. Why bother anyways. Everytime I do I never get to talk to anyone. Literally, I never do. BIG EMPHASIS ON NEVER!

Heartache

Disappointment

Neglect

Sorrow

Alone...

Bye...

I confronted this girl who drives me up the wall with all of her ridiculous words and actions but I'm not trying to put up a fight with her at all. I confronted her about her life, her art theft, and her recent incidents hopefully to knock some sense into her. She hasn't been on in a week and I just hope she reads it whenever she gets on. I'm kind of tired of her actions and what she thinks is truthfully happening to her life. She's lazy, hypocritical, selfish, illogical, and to say the least bonkers in the head. This is what I wrote to her:

I just want to say this at least. Many people who know of you, are kind of tired of seeing you copying other people's work. Your recent two look far too similar to Yuni's and truthfully it's not doing you any good by posting it and calling it your own. It's quite obvious that you are taking references from other users. I mean don't get me wrong, that's how some people learn and its okay to take references from photos but not from artwork. Daphne says she saw nothing but copy's of print off images from DA and you were drawing them line for line with no worries that you could get away with thefting other people's work. I'm sure alot of people have tried to report your stolen pieces of work to the admin's without directly stating it to the public that you copied it from a certain user. Seeing as you aren't that popular to DA or as noticeable as other people are here, it's kind of like DA would rather not bother with such an amateur artist or think of you as an invisible site that no one would really care to visit. I would like to see some of your work that you have done freehand without the usage of copying someone else. You will never get better if you keep copying others cause it's not your work to begin with. I'm speaking up for everyone who has ever had some annoyed reaction to seeing your work that didn't truthfully belong to you and that you aren't giving credit to the users you copied the image from. I'm talking about Daphne, Caitlin, Lor, Eitriarch, Katie, Senpai, and Me. We all get annoyed terribly when you post something new and it's a knock off of someone else. I'm not trying to bash you or get into a fight here. I just really wish you would stop thefting others and try improving on your own. Or look at photo's for more reference than of artwork. Eitriarch said once, "You can tell that her better looking art isn't hers and that the poorer versions are." I want to see your original style, not someone else's you decided to take for your own. Your styles vary depending on who you have taken the image from, and it's not safe for you to continue doing it. If you get banned because of this, don't try to make a new account because DA is as strict as Y! is, they will permanently ban you from all accounts you have by trying to avoid the ban. They can even block your computer's access from seeing DA entirely.

So please, try to improve on your own because some of the images you have been drawing are obvious that they aren't yours. You say you hate art theft but you continue doing it, yourself. Your logic isn't always in the right place but that doesn't mean you are stupid. We know you aren't stupid, you just revolve around yourself and don't do much about your life other than lounging around the house, drawing, doing nothing and eating fast food all the time. That honestly isn't a healthy lifestyle and it would do you some good to get your license so you aren't bugging your mother all the time to take you everywhere you want to go to, get a job to raise money for yourself so you can buy what you want to buy or go to places like A-kon, go to college and try to make something of your life, and start exercising to keep your body in shape and control your diabetes so you won't go into a diabetic coma. If you can handle all that, then maybe people will take you seriously as a mature adult who acts more her age. Plus, you never know till you try, right?

Honestly, I'm not trying to be mean here. But sometimes people have to know the truth about what they are doing or acting because they can't see it for themselves. Truthfully, I don't want you ending up in a diabetic coma or wasting your life away to the point where you can't even move from your bed. It's not healthy and you honestly need to take better care of yourself and of your life. It's the only way you can truly control your life. You can't rely on others for everything, and your family won't always be there to support you whether its giving up on you or passing on. And copying other people's work every day isn't gonna do you any good but bans and court orders. Think before you act and try to do things for yourself before relying on others. It will help you more than you want to give the effort for and I think you should try it.

PS: Also, I heard about your recent incident with Chris at Daphne's house and how he went all the way with you without a condom. Honestly, it isn't safe to just get fucked all the time because you wanted the affection and if you get pregnant because of it, then truthfully it was your fault for changing your life for the better or for the worse. If he did go all the way, good luck with your decisions and any hardships you may end up with.

~Whit

I wrote this for people in general who act a certain way of the sort. It's not bashing anyone in particular even if it did however inspire me to write it by a certain person but names won't be given. Here you go then.

People need to get over themselves and find a newer solution to cope with. You can't just linger in one spot nor can you think that gaining back a relationship is available when you are at fault for causing it to go downhill. You can't expect to be forgiven when the person you want to gain mercy from is unwilling to forgive you. Don't expect anything at all if you aren't gonna give a little in return. Don't think that you are loyal to the person when you betrayed them in the end. Don't be going into metaphors about a relationship when it wasn't really true. Don't try to be apologetic when you don't deserve to gain forgiveness. You can't be sorry for a problem you caused when the solution is out of your reach. When you betray a friend, others will see you differently. If they see how disloyal you are as a friend and losing friends like rain falls in a thunderstorm, then why should anyone trust you nor give you the time of day. If you grow a little from your experiences and mature a little, maybe people will take you seriously. If you try to make something of yourself and put a little effort into your life, maybe you will gain a little out of it than doing nothing all day. Don't expect that solutions will come to you while you are sitting around doing nothing, go do something to take care of yourself and then you will see that you have to make your own solutions to your own problems. Life isn't one big game, you can't expect to gain mulligans or cheat codes in order to get around obstacles. You can't expect things to magically appear in front of you when you want them to. You can't expect others to do things for you when you don't give anything in return nor do things for yourself. Respect others and they will show you respect in return. Be honest and trustworthy and they will be able to believe you. Don't take things from others when you have no right to steal. Don't be selfish and expect to gain everything you want at that moment in time. Don't consider “yourself” as the subject in every conversation because others may get tired of your self-absorption. Give credit to others and they can rely on you. Don't try to back up stories, when they are unreasonable, skeptical, and highly unlikely. Don't back stab others when they don't deserve it. Don't lie to get out of situations you can't handle. Grow a backbone and stop overexaggerating on what you can truly do. Stay by your friends and they will stay with you. Don't say you are at fault then blame someone else. Keep personal affairs personal and don't address them to the public view. Don't think people will gang up on the one who hates you and think they will treat them like the bad guy. Don't try to gain relationships of your enemies' friends and try to gain supporters of your side.

 

DON'T EXPECT ANYTHING UNLESS YOU GIVE SOMETHING IN RETURN!!!

It sickens me that a DA user is basically copying images from other users and using them to her own advantage to make her own site sparkle. A false sparkle indeed. I hate the thought that she's still getting away with it and that no one seems to care, not even her friends. Well, one friend does care and has told her about images she's posted she's copied from others to avoid the use of a ban to her website. I think she needs to be stopped permanently since she won't listen to reason or common sense. She knows what she is doing is wrong, yet her logic is just so skrewed up it's unbearable to cope with. I'm doing everything in my power to report her to the admins but nothing is being done about it. I've done this countless of times with her work because her art is nothing but a forgery of other original works. She doesn't even put any effort at all in making her work look as good as it could probably be but it's still unbearable to look at. She's rewatched me thinking that we have some ground terms, but I have no intention to watch her back again if she's gonna continue doing this. Basically, all she does with her life is sit and draw and watch TV. She's graduated yet she's put no effort into getting a job, getting her license, enrolling into college or taking care of herself. She's basically chauffeured around by friends to places even when its inconvenient for them. A friend of hers told me that they got back from a party, her friend was hammered and worried about driving at night after falling asleep a few times at the wheel. Yet this user just comes right out and says, "I want McDonald's." She wasn't even worried for her friend at all or their safety in the car. Her friend argued with her that it wasn't safe for her to drive them both at night while she was a little hammered and yelled at her repeating, "I TOLD YOU TO EAT WHILE WE WERE THERE." However, because she's so spoiled, her logic is completely off the charts to even consider logical. She even got angry that she didn't get her way. This annoyed the shit out of me since it was both inconsiderate, self-absorbed, selfish, and illogical. Now, she continues to copy images that aren't hers for her own usage of art and thinks that just because she's basically invisible to DA's society that no one will give a crap what she does. I honestly think she needs to be settled straight and deserves to be banned if all she's gonna do is to continue what she is currently doing. I've gotten over my personal grudges towards her, but her logic and actions is what aggravates me even more. I hate it. I don't want her to get banned for personal game and satisfaction, but because I think she deserves it for not following the FAQ. You are basically under contract of accepting the terms when you post images. She's basically disobeying that contract with DA and I think it should be an electronic offensive causing the ban of her never viewing DA ever again.

If you support this statement then please comment and help put an end to this illogical nonsense.

I'm sick and tired of being ignored just because a friend of mine found better friends she would like to hang out with because they live closer. I feel ridiculed, forgotten, disrespected, and most of all neglected. I don't even hang out with friends close to me that often or get that close. It's like I'm not even one of your best friends anymore. You don't talk to me anymore, you think I'm retarded, you reject me, you have lost all interest in rping with. I honestly don't see any point right. I've known you for 10 years and this is the thanks I get? It's like I don't exist in your circle anymore.

Also, I don't want to be the dragon anymore in your little group. So just don't bother. Also, I'm not in the mood to talk to anymore. So whatever you have to say just shove it down your throat and digest it till not evenl I can hear the grumble of its aftertaste sink into my eardrums.

I'm getting tired of your attitude, your little effort of responsibility, and your immaturity. Its time to grow up. And truthfully, maybe we start going our different ways so the heartache is less to bear.

~Whit